I was with some friends talking about the football. We had organized a

I was with some friends talking about the football. We had organized a five a side tournament to be played over the weekend. When we played away, we always looked at Jonny because him and his wife were swingers.Not that any of us thought it was pathetic. I had often thought about going to a swingers club and messing with a group of women.

The idea appealed to us all.I had joked about it with my wife but she didn't like the idea at all. In fact, she made me sleep on the sofa that night. Still the temptation was too much for me, and I decided that if I did go to one of those swingers parties, it would be in secret.Jonny told us all these stories and showed us all the women he had on his mobile who were all into it. He even had a photo of a few of them and they looked fantastic from what we could see.

I didn't want to cheat on my wife, I mean we were childhood sweethearts, however the thought kept popping into my head more and more and I was finding it harder to resist.I knew that I would love to do it though, that was the one certainty in this. I never had lots of girlfriends growing up, and got into a relationship at a young age. A part of me felt I owed it to myself, to see what was out there.

Knowing that they were all up for it, was a massive turn on for me. I gave Jonny a hug and whispered in his ear what I planned to do. He told me that he knew I would go for it eventually.The first swingers party I went to, I had an incredible amount of fun. I'm not sure how many women I had sex with that night. Thinking about it now, it's like a blur.I went a good few times but then I began to freak out more and more that my wife would find out.

I started to buy her flowers often and compliment her more. I started to feel paranoid that perhaps I was losing it.It wasn't easy to turn my back on the lifestyle but I decided that it's what I would have to do to save my marriage. I was addicted to sex and I knew that I had a choice to make. My wife had to come first.