Three years ago, on the cold streets of Tokyo, I met Sarah. She's the

Three years ago, on the cold streets of Tokyo, I met Sarah. She's the one and only woman I truly loved for a very long time. I remember the cold weather that afternoon -- the wind blew Sarah's beautiful hair unveiling her so adorable face. Her scent resembled the aroma of a fresh rose that bloomed on a bright sunny day. She's the one for me.

I believe that destiny brought us together. I never thought that she would come into my life. She turned my life the from misery to beauty. She completes me. Everyhing about her makes me happy. Her smile, her voice.. everything.

There was one thing missing. This is the fact that she's not mine yet. I never had the courage to tell her that I love and adore her.

Sarah and I are best friends since we knew each other. I knew all her secrets. She tells me everything. She always asks for my advice. One of the most hurtful moment in my life was when she told that she's dating the doctor from the other town. I remember her face that time. She's so happy and excited. I was speechless. I am the loneliest man in the world. I asked what his name is. She told me Jimmy Naito. Suddenly, my heart exploded like a lion hungry for a prey. I told her, "What?! You've been dating that doctor from the other town? He's my schoolmate when I was in college. He's known to make girls cry!" She laughed at me and told me that I was so much affected. Then I told her, "Yes.. because I am you are my best friend. I don't want you to suffer what the other girls suffered from him." Sarah answered back, "That's why we're dating.... so that I could know him better." I couldn't speak of anything after she said that. I just want to save her from that bastard doctor.

It's been a while since they were dating. I don't know if they're together now or what. I haven't had talk to her since that time.

I wanted tell her my feelings but I couldn't. I keep asking my self why, but there was no answer. I am such a loser. L-O-S-E-R! I wanted to call her on the phone but my pride is telling me not to.

I hope the time comes that I would disregard my pride for the ones I truly love. I miss her so much.